poems I've written in English

I started in june 2003 to write poems. It was then for me a good manner to express my deepest feelings. I wrote more or less 200 poems during 2 years. Almost all of them are in Dutch, a few in French. 

Reading my poems back, I noticed that I wrote 2 in English. I want to share them with you. I wrote them end october 2004. 

I see no future anymore,
I can not enjoy anymore,
I can not laugh anymore,
I can not have fun anymore.
My life is worthless,
My life is hopeless,
My life has gone away. 

In my life, no place for yellow, red or blue ;
In my life only place for black, brown or grey.
In my life no sun or sunny clouds ;
In my life, only rain, thunder and dark clouds.
In my life, no hapiness ;
In my life, only sadness.
In my life, no life anymore ;
In my life, only dead.